I have more than half a mind to spend my holidays bumming around watching movies and anime online. Good weather and free time should not be squandered on studying and doing work. :) I wish I had some form of company over here to share this good time though. "/ I should seriously consider just going back to Singapore next year. Butbutbut, solitude is good food for thought too, every once in a while. :)

Nah. I should be used to this.

think of it this way

regret is good

because when you regret something

you've usually learnt a lesson


yea you have



havent you?

haha it just occurred to me that tmr's econs paper might be easy since my professor was so horrified that pple did so badly for the last one

hah i wish

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh



but



its okay

things are never as bad as they seem


:)

In Abu Dhabi now and loving the weather. I'm still stuck in a holiday mood carried over from Czech and Austria, which were both beautiful but in different ways. I'd like to go back to Prague and Vienna someday, and revisit these two very romantic cities with, well, the right company. :b

Each of my visits to the Middle East seemed to mark a significant milestone in my life. And this current visit dates a period of time that is best described as confused / lost / don't-know-what-to-do-with-life-ish. University life for me seems to be saturated with aimlessness. Certainly not what I had previously anticipated. I keep reminiscing about the past, and about people who have been long gone. Probably not a characteristic tell-tale sign of a good life. I should feel rather silly looking back at my earlier entries, in which I had raved about the excitement of University life, but it has been a known problem of mine, to look forward to things and then lose interest in them quickly and almost completely.

I think, I guess, I just need to find something else about which my life can revolve again. Yes.

我来到你的城市
走过你来时的路
只是没了你的画面
我们回不到那天

and over-critical

STOP BEING OVERLY-SENSITIVE :\

wow its supposedly -9 degrees celsius and -19 degrees celsius outside considering windchill!

that means my heater IS working :D

HURRAY :D :D

i was beginning to wonder why i had to wrap myself in my blanket all the time despite having recovered from my cold

ohwells

but its REALLY very cold outside

i mean, i'm not sure about now

but i was out at 1pm and i could hardly walk

cos the wind was blowinggggggggg in my face

SUPER STRONGLY

and its REALLY CHILLY WIND

and it was only -2 degree celsius (and i cant rmb what windchill temp) then according to the same weather source



i really shouldnt be going out for walks unnecessarily



but its nice to be out when the sun is shining

i cant stand how night falls so early nowadays

which means i should go sleep now and wake up at 7am so that i can get my 10 hours of sunlight :D :D :D



and and

even though i finished smiling pasta :(

i found an even more addictive drama :O

hi my sweetheart :D

i dunno why but it just keeps propelling you to keep watching

but episode 7 isnt out yet and i'm already on episode 6 :(

which means i'd need to find something else to watch to keep me focused till next friday



1817 finals yesterday was interesting

the long essay questions were kinda predictable

in terms of their themes

but not quite in the way the question is asked

so content and conceptual knowledge really had to be very selectively applied

but it was fun nonetheless!

i was happily going on about the sheep analogy in the tragedy of the commons even though i knew all that details were completely unnecessary and may even be counterproductive in terms of grading

but it was really fun to write about it :D

the short answer questions were really random though haha

and super specific!

but i guess my selective reading helped somewhat

i cant wait to read those other three untouched books though after finals

like i have all these concepts floating around in my head

but i dunno much detail to supplement my understanding

so yay i cant wait for finals to be over haha

the world is so distracting

sometimes